i'm building a body where our design has failed

So I don't have many rainbowfic people on my reading list, but taking a shot: Would anyone be willing to set me up a paint by numbers? I know lack of things having written might make it kind of difficult, but I figured I'd try.

(I have four normal lists right now plus Clean Again. I'm gonna take on Octarine, but I was planning on trying to finish Clean Again first and since that can count as a sixth color, I figured why not see if I can set something up.)


And in general writing news: I wrote over 1k yesterday and that was awesome, including one full rainbowfic piece and a part of a next. Now I'm at Starbucks till after nine, when I have to walk over to work, and I'm hoping to get more done. For some reason I thought the art movement challenge ended today, but I have five more days to bang out another piece after this, so that's awesome.

I'm gonna do another focus list tonight/tomorrow, I think, and maybe steal one of those thirty days AU lists that run around tumblr to fuck with. Not to do in 30 days but.... It's kind of nice to be writing, and I think I kind of needed to give myself permission to write small things? All the things I'm fixating on right now, whether they're rainbowfic or fanfic, are turning out kind of long and indepth and that's awesome, but makes it hard to write.

Permission to just fuck around and write some little things here and there is... kind of hard to grant myself, but I'm gonna try, because maybe it'll get me to a point where I can write bigger things.